Kerry Katona admits she is struggling to move on following her split with Ryan Mahoney.
The mum-of-five was engaged to the personal trainer but the long-standing couple called it quits last month after six years together.
Speaking candidly about the split, Kerry confessed she is struggling. She doesn't want to get back out in the dating game and says it's hard to move on because her now ex-fiancé still helps out with the children at home.
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"I’m still feeling very heartbroken over my split with Ryan, I’m struggling to move on. I still love him and I really have no desire to get back out there and date, it’s just not me," she said in her OK! column.
"We’re still working together and he’s been helping out with taking DJ to school this week, so it’s difficult having to see him all the time and not being able to completely move on."
When quizzed on a possible reunion, Kerry feels doubtful.
She said: "I don’t know if we’ll ever get back together. I don’t think he wants to, but it’s just a difficult thing to deal with right now."
Kerry first alluded that she had split with Ryan last month when she confirmed she was single in an Instagram exchange with a follower. However, she later backtracked and said it was just a joke.
But shortly after, the former Atomic Kitten singer clarified that she and Ryan are broken up.
She told OK! in November: "Last week I spoke about how Ryan and I were having a tough time and now he has moved out of the house.
"We are no longer together and It’s been a really tough week – I never in a million years thought this would happen.
"Without going into too much detail, there has been a breach of trust between us.. I don’t know if we’ll be able to work it out or not, but I do still love him so much."